What I believed when I was a Protestant
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Back HERE I attempted a quick take on Protestant theology, and got called out (rightly enough) for not doing justice to it.
That’s fair, since my days as an adult member of a Protestant church were brief (though we went to a smattering of different Protestant churches growing up), and I was a lazy and unconcerned student of the faith at the time. I believe I was fairly typical of those coming from the “Jesus movement” of the ’70s, in that I thought that being zealous and reading your Bible was all you needed, so I might not have been paying attention if the teaching I was getting through sermons and adult classes was more in-depth and reasoned.
But I thought I’d dispense with trying to say what ALL Protestants (I’ll start shortening it to Prots, just to save keystrokes) believe currently, and just say what *I* believed then. Because I have visited some Prot churches lately for their Sunday services, and if I was wrong in how I represented things, I would at least say that some of the odd beliefs I mentioned were manifest there as well.
So let me revisit my list from the other post, and this time, it’s strictly personal. This is me, at about age 18, having gone to an Evangelical Free church and a University Baptist church:
- I am saved by affirming Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. I am assured of salvation and will go to heaven, if I don’t blow it. – I didn’t think by that that I was saying that I could murder people and it would be all right. I knew there was such a thing as apostasy. But if you kept your wits about you and figured out when to recant, you’d probably be all right to do kinda whatever.
- Because of that, the rest of your life after your conversion is basically downtime. You don’t need to learn anything, because learning is overrated and God is unknowable anyway. You don’t need to repent of anything, because you’re going to heaven. You don’t need to do anything — in fact, you better not! — because works are dead. — I’m going to admit it: This was me. No, no one ever said this in just so many words, but they didn’t have to. If my born-again experience (and baptism, if I’d have kept going to the Baptist church) were the two biggest things that were ever going to happen to me in my walk with the Lord, until He called me home, … then how was I not just killing time till then?
- That being the case, you need to immediately start evangelizing everyone all the time. That’s the best use of your time until the Lord comes. — when I was still on my born-again high, I was having pamphlets and little Bibles put in my hands to start doing the Lord’s work. And I thought, “Say what?” I didn’t KNOW anything; I was acutely conscious of my ignorance, but the mentality then was that you had to get right out there and the Holy Spirit would do the talking. It was crazy.
- Suffering is for sinners, so they can reach the point of conversion. — This was subtly pushed on us all the time. And I’ll bring it forward a few years and say that when I went to work at a televangelist’s organization, I saw women bravely trying to assert this in their lives, and feeling like complete failures when they and their families experienced suffering. It’s one of the saddest legacies of weak teaching I ever saw.
- You’re not a sinner. — I’m trying to remember; did anyone ever SAY this exactly, or did I just surmise it on my own? Can’t remember that they did, as such, but there were little shoves in that direction. I remember being in a prayer circle where the woman led us in “Amazing Grace,” except she wouldn’t let us sing ‘saved a wretch like me’ because she said that if you were saved, you weren’t a wretch.
- There’s going to be a terrible time of suffering before Jesus Christ returns. — Believed that and still do. Just so I’m clear, I wasn’t saying that was ONLY a Prot teaching; I think that even a casual reading of the Scriptures makes this seem likely.
So there it is — that’s about as close as I can get. There were other things I believed, of course, but I don’t think they were terrifically deeper or more important than that.
And so, again, if I was wrong in saying that that represented anything more than the immature thinking of an uneducated Protestant, I apologize big-time. The only reason for even putting it out there is that I’ve seen and heard a lot of similar kinds of things. When I listen to Christian radio, I can hear the paradigm invoked constantly.
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8 Responses and Counting...
Grace — thank you for being brave and baring your soul on your Protestant experiences. I think one thing that stands out as a common denominator in your comments and through my experiences as well is there is a lack of discipleship amongst many Protestant groups. It varies widely the amount of time devoted to discipling new believers, because one of the widely held beliefs in many non-denominational churches is that once you are born again, God speaks to you directly through the Bible, therefore much emphasis is placed on reading and studying the Bible. But, you are also trained in the faith by listening to the sermons and fellowshipping with other believers — in this way, you are gaining knowledge of the faith.
I personally found that frustrating and sought out more formalized training by attending a Bible college and saturating myself with teachings from reliable Christian teachers — even then, I felt like I was not getting the whole thing and sensed I needed to go back to square one to get the whole thing, from the OT to the NT — I WANTED to be discipled, but a formal program for this was hard to find.
So, I said all that to say I can understand your perceptions of the Protestant beliefs, because, depending on which group you were in, there are lots of variables, especially in regards to how our salvation is realized.
its hard to generalize the Protestant theology. I would think that most evangelical Protestants would agree with #1.
#5 is a bit difficult. I don’t think I ever heard a Protestant tell me I’m not a sinner. But, most of my Evangelical friends also have a hard time with all the “Lord have mercies” we say in liturgical services. They’ll say something to the effect “Don’t you believe He already had mercy on you?” As if they’re thinking Jesus took care of our sins once for all and that’s enough. But, I don’t know of anyone who would be comfortable saying “I’m not a sinner.” I think that Calvinists would not agree with #5 (Reformed Theology has become very popular amongst Evangelical Christians since you were involved). However, my kids and I were discussing “Total Depravity” (T-in TULIP) earlier today as one child goes to a Protestant school that is Calvinistic. She said she never hears any teacher or student talking about this or agreeing with this. So maybe some Calvinists do and some don’t believe in Total Depravity. And there’s part of the problem… everyone believes so differently — even within their own tradition.
About the only thing I can say is that I increasingly come to the view that I do not know how to discuss these matters constructively. Perhaps a better way rather than describing folks as “Prots” might be to use the Scottish term, “Free churches” — using it both in terms of its original meaning and in terms of its relationship to doctrine, tradition, etc. Essentially, though claiming to be biblical, they’ve freed themselves from the spirit and fullness of the text as well as a relationship to the Body of Christ, too. I think this unfortunately frees them from the protections all these were intended to provide from being “sifted like wheat”. But I do not know how to gently put this forward with folks who while freeing themselves in this way, somehow see themselves as the quintessential embodiment of the real thing… without trying (as you put it)… as if God’s new creation involved no labors. I think everyone refers to the “work of the cross”, but has that really been “done” for us… and we don’t have our own to do? How can anyone claim to identify with Christ and not see the call to live as He did… or at least “try” ? No, to me, freedom of this sort is slavery to the self.
Thanks for prompting a sleepy Monday brain.… better than coffee!!
You can’t be found guilty of misrepresenting Protestantism, because that’s the point of it, a protest against something, and every group has its own unique differences with the other groups. As some have pointed out, in Protestantism every man is ultimately his own pope, and when you were in that “tradition” you were figuring out what it was for you.
I remember when I was a young Protestant, taking issue with a hymn, “For All the Saints” because, as I see it now, I didn’t like to compare myself unfavorably with those ancient Christians whom people called saints. That was maybe a combination of your #1 and #5.
I think that’s it — the only precise direction I got as a newbie was “Read your Bible” and pray. Which isn’t bad advice, but it left it for the preachers to fill in a lot of specifics, and it left if for all my good brothers and sisters in the church to show me what it looked like in practice. So there was nothing in writing to tell me if I veered in my private contemplations into troubled or heretical spiritual waters.
I think the reason I sometimes get a little apprehensive about the Protestants is that they are still one of the loudest contributors to what most Americans would call Christianity. And they carry a lot of the burden of keeping Christianity from being marginalized out of our culture altogether. They do it much better than Catholics or Orthodox do. But I wonder how much longer they can hold on — they’re armed with about 1/10th the Christian armor that a mature Christian really needs. <– more hyperbole, I know. I always tend that way.
You’re right — I think I hadn’t really noticed, which is appallingly dense of me. One of the things I know I *didn’t* believe when I was a Protestant was that … I was a Protestant. I’m not trying to slap a derogative label on all my good brothers and sisters, but it would be impossible to try to refer to all the creedal Christians who aren’t Catholic or Orthodox by all their individual denominations. Let alone the madness of trying to say what they have in common, since there’s almost as much difference between them sometimes as there is between Protestant and Orthodox.
Which leads me to another question, but I might have to break that out into a new post.
One additional thing: It seems important to mention that with all of this talk of mine, I’m not trying to say that Protestants are (capital w) Wrong and Orthodox are (capital r) Right. I leave it to people further up the food chain to hash all that stuff out. I am trying to spell out why I could never have stayed a Protestant without probably leaving Christianity altogether. Like I said, I might have just been being a total simpleton, but what I was getting by way of teaching was so unrealistic and flawed that it never would’ve been sustainable.
I’m just egotistical enough, obviously, to extrapolate out from that and say that there’s cause for worry out there. But I really should try and avoid that kind of hilarious projection — it says more about my problems than anyone else’s, most likely.
It’s not impossible to call all creedal Christians by their individual denominations. It is all in a book called “Handbook on Denominations” by Mead and Hill. This book is revised every few years to keep up with all the changes. The current edition is 400 pages long! You can find it on amazon here: http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1426700482/ref=s…